yesterday went to the movies watch 17 again with my sisters . . b4 tt eat mcdonald . then walk2 . after movie walk around the place . 2nd sis buy new jeans and pants . then go buy food for dinner . today a was a tiring but fun day . after sch , go home quickly change for soccer . then meet thahira and shafina . then training . 1 hr only . only at 4.45 pm like tt . then go thahira house , play soccer . play with Thahira , Earny , Hazlina , Puteri , Ali , Putra and another person . dunno the name . small boy . play match . bowen vs non-bowen . but Puteri nvr play , she just watch . 1st Bowen win. 2nd they win . then continue play until 7 pm . then go home . watch bleach . tmr labour day . holiday ! yay ! but 8 more days to exam . haizz . . . tt all

RAHIMAH

i am a difficult person meaning i will get angry easily and make it difficult for someone except the teachers of course . i don't want to get bad-listed . . i am actually a good and nice person depends on the day . and for question like no. 50 , i don't even care for the damn thing . y should i ? it doesn't mean anything to me . . i am still young . i need to concentrate on my studies and not on those things . i don't want to do badly on exams . . it's also no use . . i am not like my friends , not a bit . . none of my friends know me that well than myself . . i don't really show myself to others . cause i know i will hurt them . . of course , i have a soft side . . even though i don't normally show that to others too . half2 that should do it . .


rahimah

2day very tired after training but still use computer . just now after school at 1 pm reach home . . alone at home . . eat then use computer , watch bleach . . then at 3 pm get ready 4 training . then watch 1 more bleach episode . . then go meet Shafina b4 training . . Thahira and Earny nvr come training . . only 8 people come 4 training 2day . . i fell down . . :o . . now watching bleach again . . and still alone at home . . family go out . . my 2nd sister coming back home . . waiting 4 her arrival . . i am very hungry . . cannot find donuts in the refrigerator . . :( ! ! haizz . . .

rahimah

today play match with the teachers . we lose 3-1 . teacher win . they are very fast and hard to get the soccer ball from . it was very tiring . less than 10 min i alr tired . usually after 20 min . . must run . OMG . tmr gt training . . haizz . . . so bz . . exam coming . . .

MISSING HIM . LONELINESS . THE SHOUTING . THE THOUGHTS . THE CARE . THE LOVE .
REST WELL .

RAHIMAH

Haizz . . . so much 2 do but so little time . . exam coming in bout 2 wk times . . haven't revise . been buzy with training n all . now gt another Malay project . . individual one . 30 April must give . . haven't start preparing . . tmr then start . yesterday Bowen vs Yishun tie : 0-0 . Bowen qualify 4 the semi-final , yishun did nt qualify cause of score different . . Ms Ang say the team (BOWEN) play like shit n blah 3 . . players all not happy . . 2day she nvr come sch , frend say she gt sore throat . . HA . Mr Lim also nvr come , go army . yesterday also but then after tt he come to sch talk to us in his army uniform . haha ! looks funny . :D . . 2day write at Wai Yu profile bk . . I write poem n draw in the bk after writing my profile . . she say can , so just do lorh . . i think she gt say a dream come true bout e drawing or something . . just 4gt . . but i remember her saying bout dream . . watever lah nt important . . during lesson do LEGO ! ! SO LAME ! ! aisyah ask if i know how to do or nt . . HELLO ! like i will remember how to make it into something . . after 10 yrs old , i nvr touch tt thing anymore until now . . cause P4 gt robotics , compulsory . . make robot tt CAN ACTUALLY MOVE ! ! SO COOL ! ! use some sort of engine of COURSE . . it's not like LEGO can move on its own . . but now since must do without engine , 4gt how to do , it feels lame doing it . . Mr Rahmat lesson write e profile bk , then read bk . . DT after doing worksheet , read bk . . I WANT FINISH THE BOOK ! ! after sch usually bz . . no time . .OMG ! ! i haven't do my ART ! ! oh man ! ! it's all in a rush . .how can finish e ART my tmr . . must colour . . haizz . . now dunno wat 2 talk
anymore , so until nxt time . :- , :D

RAHIMAH

yesterday :

it was Earny birthday ! ! the day b4 yesterday , Hazlina asked 2 make a birthday card for Earny . i make . . on tt day , Bowen also have match with Siglap . . Bowen lose 5-0 to them . Play at Siglap . their field like ---- ! after match , when we want to go out of the field , Thahira fall down . at first she hold my hand aready when she's going to fall down but she still did . she fall flat on her face . . many people laugh . . then back at bowen , we give cards to Earny . . after tt she cried . . then we went out of school : me , thahira and earny . . on the way , Earny say she cry cause this is the first time she had a birthday with friends . . for the past 13 yrs , she always celebrate it at home . . she also say her birthday very like . . i dunno the word . . its like a bad day ah . . probably . . cause we lose the match against Siglap on her birthday . . she wants 1 of her birthday gift is tt bowen win but we lose . . we were planning to go buy food near our school . then selvi , called my phone . she asked us to go eat at McDonald with Sharleen , Hazlina and her . . so we go cause Earny want to go . . but actually we don't have enough money , then earny say just follow . we have only $3.10 after combining our money . $2.65 of the money is from me . . have to share , reach there aready , find table , then we went to the counter . Earny say the food tt enough for 3 of us is apple pie . . and i don't eat it but i have no choice . . with my money , i can buy a burger or french fries . . then when eating i nvr finish . . it taste awful . . i still can remember the smell and taste . . then after tt we talk2 untill 8.55 pm like tt then go home . . sent sharleen to take taxi , then selvi go home , thahira , hazlina and me go take bus . . we ran for the bus . . then Earny left alone . . take the wrong side of bus . . reach home around 9.50 pm . . at bus , thahira and i planned to buy chocolate 4 Earny b4 training today (Firday) .

The worst thing is tt i wake up at 2.20 am . . i vomite . . a lot . . it was awful . . after tt i feel weak , then go to sleep . . in the morning i was too tired to wake up . . but still wake up . .

Today :

During PE class must run 2.4 km . . Ms Ang say Earny and me no need cause Monday gt match , have to recover . . but then b4 the run Earny asked Ms Ang can run or not , she say can . . then Earny force me to run . . i run 2 rounds in 10+ min . . last 2 wk i run 2 round 8-9 min lorh . . but now late cause i still weak , leg pain and not enough rest . . Earny only run 1 round . . after school
Earny : Eh ! Go 112 bus stop b4 training .
Me : We going Hougang Mall .
Earny : I also want to come leh . I want to activate my card (secondary E-Zlink card) .
Thahira : Maybe we not going .
The rest of the conversation I forget . Then at 2.45 pm like tt Earny called Thahira . She say she want to go to Thahira house . I keep calling Thahira , the no . busy . . cause Earny talking to her on the phone . She don't want to hang up . after meeting Thahira , I called Earny many times . I ask her to meet at Hougang Mall . . After Thahira and I reach there , we went to buy chocolate 4 Earny . It took us bout 10 min to choose . b4 tt Earny keep shouting at us on the phone . Then we meet Earny and give her .
Earny : u 2 so bad nvr tell me .
Thahira : how to tell you when it is suppose to be a surprise .
Me : tt's y we lie to you .
Then blah3 . I went to buy concession pass 4 my E-Zlink . then Earny went to activate her card .
then Thahira also activate her card . her card got problems . it takes around 15 min until hers is activate . . by the time , it's aready 3.58 pm . we reach training late at 4.08 pm . we get ready by 4.12 pm . there still some who wearing soccer boots so have to wait . . Training is suppose to start at 4 pm . . end at 5.55 pm like tt . then keep the goalpost . it was really funny . water come out near Thahira . it come out from the goalpost . it was really weird . How can water come out from goalpost . I went to the side where water come out but there is no hole . weird ! then thahira and me went home while Earny , Selvi , Sharleen and Shao Wen go Hougang Point to eat . Thahira have to come home ASAP cause her brother don't have key so she had to go . I need go home to accompany my mom . i though no one there cause b4 i go out to go Hougang Mall , both of my sisters also go out . They go where I forgot . but it's important . Luckily , I nvr go eat cause my brother was going to go out for takraw . so i accompany my mother . i fell asleep , then bath . then eat maggie with my mother . while writing this , my mother is sleeping . tomorrow got Speech & Prize Presentation Day . I lazy and too tired to go , but probably I will go . i give form aready liao . at 8 am . so must wake up at 6.30 am like tt to bath , get ready , eat . around 7.30 am must go out from house aready . must be seated there by 8 am . last 2 wks i was thinking of coming late cause i don't want to hear the speech . it will be very boring . haiz . . i been coming to this thing since P5 cause gt award . sec 1 no need go . the prize is given out tmr for sec 1 one . i nvr get . . but must go cause teacher choose some people to go there . . wat luck . .

and i just realize tt this post is longer then b4 . the first time i write this long in blog . . 3 more wk to MYE . . hope can pass .

RAHIMAH :-

yesterday match , bowen vs woodland ! ! bowen win 2-0 ! ! coach and Mr Lim say i played well ! During game, my leg very pain ! still pain ! 2-3 weeks to mid-year exam . :d . . . next match on Thursday bowen vs Siglap . . again . finally all project finished ! waiting for June holiday ! can sleep late , wake up late and enjoy all day long . :P can't wait for it !

Rahimah

wa . . . at last I figured out how to solve th rubik's cube . . been 3 days . . . from friday try to solve cannot . . at last today can . . so long . . i'm happy tt i solve the rubik's cube all by myself without any help by someone . .


RAHIMAH

These are some of the drawings tt i had draw for the last 2 years . These are from Looney Toons.





These are the pictures I drawn so far . Well , actually there's 5 more but i never take photo of it . Not so nice . Lately , I read books or play computer . Never draw , so for awhile , it won't increase . No mood to draw . Don't feel like it .

RAHIMAH

yesterday was no fun , sports day . . . i didn't run cause i didn't go for e sports heat for some reason . stadium was noisy , most of the people shout like a mad dog want to bite people off . sports day nearing end , got no mood cause ask my friend a question tt i shouldn't ask , get answer but it burns my blood up . so , it's a really spoiled day 4 me . didn't want to come to stadium but was forced to . i rather stay home play computer or read to waste my time there doing nothing . . no MILO truck , usually got . . it's incredibly boring . . due to my bad mood , did something tt i shouldn't do to 1 of my frenz . . apologize aready , but it seems awkward . well , 4 2day , since it is holiday , read a book then use computer . lately didn't draw anything except during art lesson , but at home nothing . doesn't seem to have the mood to draw but next post going to put the drawings i done . hopefully . still remember tt day no matter wat

RAHIMAH